Addamantanium

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Gone by Addamantanium, literature

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Gone

Marking dreams, we run. Faster than ever before, Taking to the skies in holy light. Sacrosanct in retrospect, Defiled in hindsight. I lose sight, spin, Nobody to catch me. Believing in eternity, Nothing matters. You were never there, Eyes, lifeless globes; Smiling without heart, Hoping I don't notice. No longer am I your toy, And I hope for end. The airy embrace, The parting kiss. Making myself again, Picking myself up, Rebuilding the wall. One I wish I didn't need. Keeping others out, Or keeping myself in. I see red, I shake with desire, I want it. The cold bite, The perpetual warmth. The one calm reminder That I

Sans toi -French- by Addamantanium, literature

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Sans toi -French-

Tes yeux m'embrassent dans l'ardeur de l'amour, Ils me montrent le commencement et la fin. Cette passion intense, un temps presque saint, Finit par me détruire, jouer un tour. Ma cœur passe, déshabillée, dans le four; Celle qui est nourrit d'un esprit lointain. Ta malice ne te garnit aucun gain, Mais face à mes cris, tu es rendu sourd. Ma vie, cette existence fondée par toi, Me laisse sans même un minimum de foi. Ta douce voix résonne sans cesse dans ma tête. Les jours qui passent sont des éternités Qui m'étouffent avec gradualité. Ce feu m'incinère, mon â

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Iron Maiden by Addamantanium, literature

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Iron Maiden

I walk, solemn, on this path that stretches to the edges of infinity. I strain to see before me, but the tempestuous wind buffets my eyes shut; mere slits to guide the way as I stumble. On both sides of this perpetual corridor, imposing set-steel walls enforce my movement. I walk on forward, there are no concessions made. Every stumble causes new fear in me, but I don't look down. The board under my feet does not shift, nor emit so much as a creak. Such things would break the silence that enforces itself upon me, as it would anyone else; silence so complete it would break even the strongest souls. Luckily, I lie not among

After All by Addamantanium, literature

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After All

De-constructed, I stand; Distant, silent and gone. My mouth sewn shut, Against all odds, I stand. Merciful grace, it calls; Angels stream down. They sing praises aloud, Endless beauty, it calls. A thousand voices, they scream; Tearing me apart. Chipping away my resolve, For my defeat, they scream. Through the din, we touch; Sparks flying, igniting. The missing part of me, Clicking in place, we touch. Forever long, you watch; As all carnage ensues. After I slowly give in, Smiling blindly, you watch.

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Disarray

Forgotten lovers Tormented souls Avoided others Hearts filled with holes Poisoned truth Broken trust Fading youth Growing lust Painful lies Unbearable guilt Children die Flowers wilt Empires crumble Fires ignite Walls tumble Mobs fight Innocents slain Sorrowful defeat Blood spilling veins Scared soldiers retreat The moon reflects red Against a black sky Shadowing the dead Watching wounded die...

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Exile

I see you, Far in the distance. Your light escapes my desperate grasp. Imprisoned, In this loneliness. Darkness engulfs all hope that was left. I try to hide all pain under this façade, Rain pours down over my face, Masking the tears as they cascade. Unable to break these chains that bind. Tormented by demons of my own design. Regrets of my past… echo around me. Is this my exile? I feel you, Still deep within me. Your heart's the one thing I desire. Separated, From your soul. Forever aching for you… I grieve. I try to hide the agony under this façade, Rain pours down over my face, Masking the tears as

The Greater Abstract by indiana-w, literature

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The Greater Abstract

I. Three Two more than me Way to be II. It's sweet? It has a folksy beat? To it, you might tap your feet? III. Certainly, Surely, You may if you see fit With the feet, to the floor, a beat you may hit Awkward and fragmented Unturned and demented Off and on Back and forth Comes and goes Underneath the toes; From far away, and so nearby, through the stars throughout the sky Rhythm riding a winged beast everyone biding the percussional feast Across mountains {and countries} Streams and back-roads The sounds occurs Every blown shut door and shutter You find will utter, This song of nature Across from me to you

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Mortal by Addamantanium, literature

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Mortal

I walk through a corridor, my footfalls making no impression on the surrounding silence. I see a light in the distance, though fleeting it may be I take a few more hesitant steps toward it. I pass a few branching halls, but none of them hold the same allure as the one I'm following. I stop for a moment to gaze down one such hall and as I turn back the light is gone. In it's stead is a door not six feet from where I'm standing. I slowly walk closer and try the knob and it turns without a hitch. I push the door open, emitting a small creak; the first noise I've heard since arriving here. I enter the room beyond, with an odd sense of f

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

June 9
Canada
Deviant for 16 years
He / Him

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My Bio

I'm quiet. I think too much.
I have ideas, but no voice.
I am serious at times, whimsical at others.
I'm almost never certain, but I always know what I want.
I write for fun, for practise, and to explain how I feel.

Current Residence: Moncton, NB
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Favourite style of art: Fractal
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Zune
Personal Quote: "I haven't the foggiest."

Favourite Visual Artist

Frida Kahlo

Favourite Movies

A Little Princess

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Kamelot, ThouShaltNot

Favourite Books

Inkheart Trilogy

Favourite Writers

CirionVincio

Favourite Games

Chrono Trigger or Earthbound

Favourite Gaming Platform

SNES

Tools of the Trade

Mirado pencils

Other Interests

Mathmatics, Computer Science, Reading, Writing

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Mar 2, 2011

First Journal Post

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If there's anything I know, it's that I cannot have a dedicated blog, because it either gets ignored after a while or I decide that I want to ignore whatever I'd previously put in it.  That, and the fact that I'm pretty sure nobody will ever read it.  that being said, I may as well just start using this to write whenever I feel like making a half-coherent mess of feelings and words. :P Today I found out that I get the choice to take a philosophy class in university.  Since It's always been something that interested me (I'd spoken about it earlier in the day completely unaware) I'm duly excited.  There's just something about it that's always